Monday, May 5, 2014

insomnia

I've never in my life been able to say that my best friend is my boyfriend until now. I also never thought that I would have someone in my life that made everything perfect. It's been 8 months since Mikey and I started dating and I've never had so much fun in my entire life. Every day I get to laugh because of him and smile uncontrollably. Having him by my side makes me feel like I can do anything. I really hope that I can always have this feeling in my life. I never really thought people were telling the truth when they said their best friend was their significant other till now. It's weird to think that I could be more happy now than ever because I have a lot to be unhappy about, but it seems like when you find the right person everything starts to fall into place. When Mikey and I first started dating he used to tell me I smiled a lot more than when we first met and I used to think he was just saying that because he didn't know me I smiled a lot and now I realize that every second I'm with him I am happy no matter what I can smile because of him all day every day. I just think it's a good feeling and I don't know where I would be now without it or him.