hopeful.

Great, again with this. I don't doubt..I actually am so secure that it kinda makes me worry of my sanity. haha kidding, Saturday is the day until July 1st. That timeline is when i worry about my sanity. I am in love no matter what people think. It's the real deal and I know it's right. I'm real young but why does it matter to anyone anymore. He is who i live for now.

People

I don't get it. The people that were helping me...are now ignoring me. I really have no idea why or what i did either.. I feel bad because I feel like I did something and I have no idea what I did. I can't fix something if I don't know what is wrong. Hopefully I can be ok because I already miss those friends, and I feel like they don't care. So I probably shouldn't care..but I do. No matter what I always will..I don't want to, but I can't not care.

Yet Again.

I really dont know what I am doing lately. As the world turns and the sun shines there will always be the hope of happiness. Boredom has struck again, and this is what it turns into. Random thoughts and somewhat poetry from me. As a good friend once told me, "God gave you those pearly whites to smile," not that i talk to that person anymore i will never forget the thoughts he gave me and the hope that was instilled in my mind. Warm nights and sunny days are my safe haven in this "hell hole of a town" Saint Sunny George. The days get brighter when the nights get longer and the life still struggles on. Differences and situations call for the ordinary to stand out. Recurrence and boredom create my template of art and thought. Now for some less soapbox created writing. Smile.