Oh Yes.

So I'm 21. My birthday was the 5th. It was pretty awesome truthfully I got to throw pots from 12 till about 7. I loved it but at the same time all day was still really weird. It didn't hit me until Friday night (the 6th) why there was something wrong all day that I couldn't figure out. I just miss my mom being around. She was so much more thoughtful than my dad. Not to say it's his fault he's a guy and he doesn't really get being thoughtful, I know terrible stereotype, but he didn't even get me a damn card haha and sometimes a girl just needs her Momma.

You know I don't exactly tell people much about me other than in this blog, but I am trying to..

You probably also know I don't give out many compliments but I want to today. I just want to say that Sherri and Karen are two women in my life that have become like my mother. I love them both so much and they are amazing people. I miss seeing them more often and I hope to change that. Things in my life have taught me that if you have family that you love, you tell them and you try to make the greatest memories you can before the opportunities are gone to do so.

Lately I've also really missed my Grandpa, I just haven't seen him in a long time. Over these years after he moved out here I have really become a Grandpa's girl. I love him to death, he is one hell of a Grandpa too (:

So I got a snapchat a few weeks ago and seriously sometimes it can be the stupidest thing and sometimes it can just be hilarious.

This is quickly turning into a mush of the my thoughts..

So something I just think is really kinda funny since I've turned 21 my dad as been on the prowl. Seriously, I think he is freaking out...I mean I really don't know why he thinks I'm going to turn into a wild child now after 21 years of anti everything. I mean I am a lot more lax now than a was 3 years ago, and I'm happy with that. But he as been trying to watch me like a hawk..the other night, Sunday I was out at 12:30 and he called telling me I was making bad decisions. I seriously tired not to laugh because a year ago if I was out at that time he would have just went to bed and been okay with it. When I got home he also said it was unacceptable, which was even more funny to me because in high school I was out at 3 am and he didn't give a crap. Anyways it's amusing to me that he has changed all of the sudden.

Oh so the week before my birthday I got tonsillitis and missed 2 and 1/2 days of school, yeah I'm still screwed over from that. I wish the semester could start over because I am dying from this over load of catch up and regular homework, sucks. I really like my classes though, other than ethics. I think I'll have to audit Ceramics but I'm totally okay with that as long as I get to be in there throwing is all I care. Next semester I'm so not taking 18 credits. I haven't even started the 18th credit, starts on Thursday, outdoor cooking I'm actually excited about that. I know I have awesome grammar.

This weather though, can I have this all the time. I'm moving to Washington just so I can be happy all the time because of weather. Although I do have a love hate relationship with the cold part of weather..

Anyway, overall I'm super happy lately and it's an amazing feeling (:

Love,
Me.